Setbacks

I got my kitchen all cleaned out. It was driving me crazy with too much of everything.  That is what happens when you combine 2 households.
I'm in a terrible mood still. Things happening with middle sons father. He lies and doesn't obey the agreement we made in court. I'm calling attorney tomorrow. 
I have been so mad today that it took considerable effort to not lose it.  And by lose it I mean screaming, throwing things, crying, etc. Rage is a good word for describing it. Thoughts race through my head like packing up and moving away. I HATE this situation I am in. I feel completely powerless.